Wednesday, December 7, 2011

The Notebook

"My Dearest Allie. I couldn’t sleep last night because I know that it’s over between us. I’m not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I’ll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that’s what you’ve given me. That’s what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I’ll be seeing you. Noah"



**I know this is not a letter written directly to me or either of us but I was watching this movie (The Notebook) and all I could do the entire time was cry my eyes out!  I have read this over and over and over again and I realized that we have that kind of love, "The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds". This is exactly how you make me feel, everyday since the day I met you, this is how you have made my life! You have put so much love and fire in to my heart and I honestly couldn't imagine my life without that fire. Nathan, you are not only the most amazing and wonderful husband a woman could ever dream for but you are also my best friend. You have become my entire life and the only thing that truly matters to me (other than our little Honey Bee). I can truly and honestly say that you are my soul mate, and I don't ever want to spend my life without you. I know our lives haven't turned out the way we had hoped or wished for, and I am sorry we have had to spend so much time apart from one another. You will be home soon baby, and our lives will be perfect again. I love you and I'll be seeing you soon. I miss you and love you. 


Your loving wife