Hey my baby boy... I am up a little early this morning working on Mary Kay stuff for a little bit then I was gonna get some more sleep afterward but I wanted to leave you a little note for you to read when you possibly got on!
Well here goes... It is currently about 9:00 am (unfortunately) and I am still about half asleep so bare with me a little! I am up because my Mary Kay Director called me asking about how my second order went and I had to do a few things to finish with my paper work.
I miss you baby, I know our lives keep seeming like they are all messed up and that we keep fighting and having our troubles but I promise when you get home that things will be back to normal and our lives and marriage will be perfect again. You know I love you more than anything and I can't wait until you get back home. You know I am so excited to have a baby with you, I can't wait until we can finally be parents and have a family to raise ourselves. I know everything is not going to be perfect in our family and I imagine there will be times when we might want to kill each other or our children but I know we can get through it and be there for one another. I know that love me and always will, I love you more than anything and you know that no matter what happens in our lives I will always be here for you! I love you, always and forever! You are my one true North.
Darling, yes we have our times where we upset each other and are at each others throats. We arent a perfect couple. Those times are going to come. It makes me happy though every time we resolve the situation and we realize that love is what really matters! Every time something happens yes tensions rise and we get frustrated with each other. But our love, that strong foundation we have together is there no matter what! I WILL always love you! No MATTER what happens or comes our way. And I cant wait for this nightmare to be over. I want to be home with you, having a baby, raising a family, loving you every minute of every day in person...I hate being at a distance. But I love you no matter what and no matter the distance. I love you Sweet tea, and you too are MY one true North. Muah!!
ReplyDeleteI cant get over how much I love reading this entry. It makes every care on my mind and every worry in my heart go away. It reminds me of how perfect we are for each other. How perfect our love is...
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