Patience

Im not even sure what to put for the title of this post...ill think of that later. Ive been thinking about you all day. How much we love each other and I honest to God believe that we are one of the most amazing and wonderful marriages this world will ever see! We are meant to be together always and forever. Our lives no longer two but one...Im just going to spill my a few thoughts from my heart on you baby and think of a title later... ;)
I remember when we first met. As soon as I saw you I couldn't help but smile, I remember how beautiful you looked there wearing your cowboy boots and your carhartt winter coat and the scarf around your neck. Your bright blond hair spilling down your back and a similar smile on your face. I knew I loved you right away.
Now we are married, I am deployed, we have some trouble, but we have worked through it. We are learning to be patient with each other. Patience is one of the pillars in love. Any relationship will be tried by anger or frustration but patience calms people down. It gives each person the extra time to think about how they are acting or reacting and we learn to better ourselves and in turn our relationship and our marriage. Im so glad that we are learning patience. Our love means nothing to us if we dont fight for it and we are fighting for it! We both love each other so much. I see it every day...every time I look at a picture of you smiling at me, every time I see those pictures of you on our wedding day, I know it wasnt me making you happy, but it is my love that makes you happy. Im not perfect, youre not perfect, but together we complete each other and continue to teach each other how to come closer together and more perfect for one another. A deployment is rough because we are newlyweds and we still have a lot to learn about one another, but we are doing well. So long as we stay patient with one another. Be slow to anger and quick to forgive. We are both learning. I have trouble doing this too. But everyone does at first. We are learning, learning together, to work together, be there together, and live together, and love together.
Brandie you are an amazing woman. And you grow more amazing every day. Im overjoyed that I get to spend my life side by side with you and each day admire more and more the amazing woman, wife, and mother you are becoming. Im with you every step of the way.
Hard times are never over, they will come, but with each time, if we stick together and push our way through the hard times, we will always come out together, always and forever.
Im so glad I have you, Im so glad I can be there for you, I wish I were home right now. Home to give you that love and affection you deserve. I love you darling, I'll be home soon. Just be patient...Muah!!! <3

P.S. We have come so far...now over 6 months being married! Those have been the 6 most happy months of my life! Those 187 days...those 4499 hours...those 269940 minutes...those 16196400 seconds that I have been married to you are the happiest of my life...and they are continuing on this very second... And they get happier and happier the more I realize, I am married to YOU!!! I love you Brandie.