Selfishness

About 6 and a half months ago I was driving along and I came to a fork in the road. The road to the left was named "Nathan" and the road to the right was named "Brandie". I had so many voices telling me that I should go left...but if I took that turn I wouldnt be able to turn around. I stood there for awhile staring at the names of the two roads. I saw that the one named Brandie offered more happiness, not because it was a nice road, but because I saw it needed travel. I wanted to offer it all the happiness I could. I wanted to walk down that road and never turn back. The other road named Nathan had had its wear and tear...it was time to travel another road...........Maybe this is a weird way of saying it but thats for you, my wife, to decide ;) What Im getting at is that I chose to marry you, not to make me happy, but to make YOU happy. Yes Im the happiest man in the world because I married you, but when it all comes down to it, I just want to put you first in my life. That's what couples do. They put each other first. :) Putting you first in my life makes me happy, because I love seeing how happy I make you. I love you baby...so so much. MY MAIN POINT IS, I HAVE LIVED MY LIFE, NOW IM LIVING FOR YOU :) My goal in life is to put you first above everything else, especially myself...I love you and want you to be happy more than anything...I have a lil thing I want us both to do for each other today or tommorrow...I want to sit down for maybe like 5 minutes with a piece of paper and pen and just write a list, a list of attributes that we like about each other. And when were done we share it with each other. Lets both do one and Ill let you decide if you want to post it up here or if youd like to keep them just between us two. :) I love you Sweet Tea! I cant wait to see it...XOXOXO