Change

Ive changed this deployment, we adapt to our surroundings...part of the Marine corps is Improvise, adapt and overcome. I have adapted to combat and its mental state required. Unfortunately I like almost every Marine have transferred this to our family life and personal life as well...Ive become someone who thinks that everyone has a knife in their hand and their ready to stab. I need to release that mentality! I dont want it. I just want to go home to my lovely family and have a normal yet exciting life with Brandie and our lil puppy, horse, and soon a child hopefully! I dont want this deployment mentality to interfere with me and my family. Brandie, you are my life, if I had one thing in this world I could keep and had to throw everything else away, I hope you know you are the only thing I would hold onto...nothing else matters when it comes to you. Youre my sweet tea, my princess, my baby, all I want is you. Im going to be ok when I come home, this deployment has been very stressful, and I know you will hold my hand when I get back and walk me through getting rid of this stress and I will help you too. I know you have had a very stressful experience as well. We are married, a team, we will help each other to be comforted and happy. Our lives together are going to be such happy ones! I love you darling and I cant wait to hold you again!